Have I made it memorable and worthy? I was thinking this after I left a memorial service for a lady that my parents and I knew that passed from ovarian cancer. She was an advocate for childhood rape victims. Bringing peace and calmness to the hurting in a way that only Kathleen could do. When I pass, what will people say about me. I don't believe I am that memorable. I am sure that I have done things that people will remember, but do they have a lasting effect that will help someone in need. Maybe change they way they react in certain situations.
I realized that I don't want a sad memorial service, but a upbeat celebration of my life. I want bright ballons let go into the air afterwards. Our worship team to play the music that I love.
OK, done with that!
I had a fantastic birthday. I went shopping and bought a size 16 jacket that FIT!!!!. It's tight but I could get it on. I am now down 87 pounds!. Unbelievably, I only have 74 more to go. 30 to where I was when I got married soon to be 23 years ago. I am amazed every time that I step on the scale.